journey wit ?
Thursday, October 14, 2004
finally its over,but still can't imagne wat will happen next as my otak stil 'bengang'...just tawakal tat it will be ok.last paper,PHY 151..waaa quit tuff as me lebih byk menung.... my paler pening tak abis,so make decision to go to other place be4 i go back to segamat tomorrow or maybe saturday,no mood laa.just wait n see.
chaos so chaos....finally,satu kebenaran timbul.after a month,both of us x in touch,me SMS him wit words tat 'pedih' so much...then i try da number tat i tot it was his GF,shocked to death it was him who ans it!of coz i use PIDAH new number as he have all my frenz numbers..'tersenyap' for minutes,why he do dis to me?after tat,i sho0t him back!!really bengang+mengamuk,how dare he do dis to me...
there is a story beside all dis but me malas nak type,keep it.sape yg bersalah?nobody...maybe me too emo wit all dis,but hmmm just wait maybe there is hope for us to be BESTFREN back,just like a year before...how i miss him care bout me although wit all 'celupar'
words tat come out frm his mouth..last nite,i'm crying.really hope tat we will be ok just like be4.once again i know,he also dun want all dis happen but.....no words,last call from him,both of us just quiet as we know both of us will cry!!we understand each other like bro n sis,can 'baca' each other's mind.
trully miss u my fren.....dis ramadhan genap stahun we become BESTFREN,a month later...he meet M**** and tat da story begin......
am i stupid?
hitam putih
2:30 PM